May 2010
6 posts
It’s how the heart hungers for something that makes it beautiful.
– Michael Caine, Alfie, 1966
As levels are rapidly turning into the most depressing period of my life. I’ve literally had enough of it now.
Je suis effraye.
April 2010
14 posts
Just when I was close to giving up all hope on AS levels, I got some really good news. Apparently if all goes to plan, I might get predicted for an a* for English lit?!
I’m getting into my like crazy exam mode. My caffeine intake is up significantly, I’m sleeping less, I don’t know what’s going on in Coronation Street and I feel a strange sense of guilt when I’m...
Why is nothing happening on Tumblr?
I ran two kilometres today and went up 85 flights of stairs on the Stairmaster. Go me.
The bad mood
Continues.
Ohmygod I actually think I’m bipolar or something. I’ve gone through several emotions this evening, and I’ve been inexplicably pissed off for the past week/ two weeks. The though of revision tomorrow makes me want to cry. Something’s wrong and I don’t even know what it is.
I’m practically living in squalor right now. My room is a mess, and it’s disturbing me, but I can’t bring myself to clean it.
I need to start revision today :(
March 2010
33 posts
I don't really want...
to go to the American Apparel sale. As much as I’d love to get discount American Apparel stuff, I can tell it’s going to be a let-down. The stuff wont be that great, and we’ll have to queue for hours to get in and I just can’t be fucked with it all. I hate that kind of shopping.
Lying is actually really fun.
I hateeeee schoolwork. I’m going to revise for the next two weeks, what more do you want? Sorry Miss, but it’s not my fault you were too fucking ill to come to school. Now I have to waste my Sunday doing ‘recap work’. Thanks a fucking lot.
So much to do. I really cannot be bothered. Hungover as fuck.
Did I pay the price for a good night? Yes. Most certainly.
I really wish...
…people wouldn’t unnecessarily involve themselves in these situations. It’s really not anyone’s business what goes on between a small group of people, and Facebook certainly does not help.
It also annoys me how one person can have such a destructive effect on so many people. Before they came along every thing was hunky dory, or however you want to put it. Now people...
Resolution for year 13: go to all my lessons
Since year 12 began I’ve fallen into the habit of skipping lessons. Today, for instance, I’ve already missed one hour of film, and, let’s face it, I’m probably not going to go to French either. Sometimes I just need a break from the predictability of 9am-3pm schooling.
Monies
Anyone wanna lend me like, I don’t know, £500? K, thanks :)
I'm thinking
Of cutting my hair? It’s such an inbetween length right now…
http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72rekSQTYJg/STA0bewE0KI/AAAAAAAABys/1dFO8allB9A/s400/nicole_richie_400.jpg
I like this.
And so motivation slowly dies
Accomplishment
I’m feeling accomplished this morning. It’s only 12.45 on a Sunday morning, and already I’ve been to the gym, washed and blow-dried my hair and started on school work. Let’s hope this productivity continues for the rest of the day.
By far the worst essay I’ve ever written.
It’s this life darling, and in this life we make do.
Vague
I don’t even know what to think. Initially I was pissed off, but now indifference is taking over.
Nothing you can say can make it any better.
Everything’s wrong.
Just when everything in my life seems to be going well, something has to come along and fuck it up. Such a horrible end to a good night.
I feel like I’ve lost a friend. And, if not lost all together, then distanced. I know I’ll never be able to trust them again. It’s so disheartening to learn that someone you considered to be your friend has a side like that to them. To be...
I hate facebook politics.
Dear Xfm
I never did, and never will, like Muse.
Please stop playing them.
I hate Gatsby.
nadsfolive:
NO ONE TOLD ME RETAINERS WAS GOING TO BE EVERYDAY FOR 6 WHOLE FUCKING MONTHS! IT’S ALMOST NOT WORTH IT! I FEEL TO FUCKING CRY :(
ah don’t worry, that’s all lies! I just wore mine every night and my teeth are still straight, two years on.
I realise I keep quoting song lyrics which, in actual fact, hold no relevance to my current situation.