May 2010
6 posts
May 20th
“It’s how the heart hungers for something that makes it beautiful.”
– Michael Caine, Alfie, 1966
May 17th
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As levels are rapidly turning into the most depressing period of my life. I’ve literally had enough of it now. 
May 13th
May 11th
Je suis effraye. 
May 11th
May 3rd
April 2010
14 posts
Listen“Sweet little girl, I wanna be your...
Apr 25th
Apr 24th
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Apr 23rd
Apr 23rd
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Just when I was close to giving up all hope on AS levels, I got some really good news. Apparently if all goes to plan, I might get predicted for an a* for English lit?!  I’m getting into my like crazy exam mode. My caffeine intake is up significantly, I’m sleeping less, I don’t know what’s going on in Coronation Street and I feel a strange sense of guilt when I’m...
Apr 21st
Why is nothing happening on Tumblr?
Apr 15th
Apr 11th
Apr 10th
I ran two kilometres today and went up 85 flights of stairs on the Stairmaster. Go me.
Apr 6th
The bad mood
Continues. 
Apr 6th
Ohmygod I actually think I’m bipolar or something. I’ve gone through several emotions this evening, and I’ve been inexplicably pissed off for the past week/ two weeks. The though of revision tomorrow makes me want to cry. Something’s wrong and I don’t even know what it is.
Apr 6th
Apr 5th
Apr 4th
I’m practically living in squalor right now. My room is a mess, and it’s disturbing me, but I can’t bring myself to clean it.  I need to start revision today :(
Apr 4th
March 2010
33 posts
Mar 31st
Mar 30th
I don't really want...
to go to the American Apparel sale. As much as I’d love to get discount American Apparel stuff, I can tell it’s going to be a let-down. The stuff wont be that great, and we’ll have to queue for hours to get in and I just can’t be fucked with it all. I hate that kind of shopping.
Mar 30th
Lying is actually really fun.
Mar 28th
I hateeeee schoolwork. I’m going to revise for the next two weeks, what more do you want? Sorry Miss, but it’s not my fault you were too fucking ill to come to school. Now I have to waste my Sunday doing ‘recap work’. Thanks a fucking lot. 
Mar 28th
So much to do. I really cannot be bothered. Hungover as fuck.  Did I pay the price for a good night? Yes. Most certainly. 
Mar 28th
I really wish...
…people wouldn’t unnecessarily involve themselves in these situations. It’s really not anyone’s business what goes on between a small group of people, and Facebook certainly does not help.  It also annoys me how one person can have such a destructive effect on so many people. Before they came along every thing was hunky dory, or however you want to put it. Now people...
Mar 25th
Resolution for year 13: go to all my lessons Since year 12 began I’ve fallen into the habit of skipping lessons. Today, for instance, I’ve already missed one hour of film, and, let’s face it, I’m probably not going to go to French either. Sometimes I just need a break from the predictability of 9am-3pm schooling. 
Mar 23rd
Monies
Anyone wanna lend me like, I don’t know, £500? K, thanks :)
Mar 22nd
I'm thinking
Of cutting my hair? It’s such an inbetween length right now… http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_72rekSQTYJg/STA0bewE0KI/AAAAAAAABys/1dFO8allB9A/s400/nicole_richie_400.jpg I like this.
Mar 22nd
And so motivation slowly dies
Mar 21st
Accomplishment
I’m feeling accomplished this morning. It’s only 12.45 on a Sunday morning, and already I’ve been to the gym, washed and blow-dried my hair and started on school work. Let’s hope this productivity continues for the rest of the day. 
Mar 21st
By far the worst essay I’ve ever written.
Mar 18th
“It’s this life darling, and in this life we make do.”
Mar 17th
Vague
I don’t even know what to think. Initially I was pissed off, but now indifference is taking over.
Mar 17th
Mar 16th
Mar 14th
Nothing you can say can make it any better.
Mar 14th
Mar 14th
Everything’s wrong.
Mar 13th
Just when everything in my life seems to be going well, something has to come along and fuck it up. Such a horrible end to a good night.  I feel like I’ve lost a friend. And, if not lost all together, then distanced. I know I’ll never be able to trust them again. It’s so disheartening to learn that someone you considered to be your friend has a side like that to them. To be...
Mar 13th
Mar 9th
Mar 8th
I hate facebook politics.
Mar 8th
Dear Xfm
I never did, and never will, like Muse. Please stop playing them.
Mar 7th
Mar 6th
I hate Gatsby.
Mar 4th
nadsfolive: NO ONE TOLD ME RETAINERS WAS GOING TO BE EVERYDAY FOR 6 WHOLE FUCKING MONTHS! IT’S ALMOST NOT WORTH IT! I FEEL TO FUCKING CRY :( ah don’t worry, that’s all lies! I just wore mine every night and my teeth are still straight, two years on.
Mar 4th
Mar 3rd
I realise I keep quoting song lyrics which, in actual fact, hold no relevance to my current situation.
Mar 2nd